High or low?
In circles I go
Back in forth
The swinging rope
Leads me somewhere new
After I lose hope
I will never make it through.
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I am a Jew in a concentration camp
I am oppressed by a monster
The one difference
The Jews were oppressed physically
I am oppressed by the demons in my own head
The ones that I cannot divorce
They are as much a part of me as my hand or my foot
I am weak and tired
But I cannot hide
How can you hide from yourself ?
How can you find the light?

How long will you stay my demon
Fogging up my day
You were an angel cleverly disguised
I let you in and part of me died
You ate at me slowly
You fed me lies
Now I want to destroy you
But you don't seem to die
As I press on
Trying to see the light
You crafty little demon
You render me blind
You represent
Everything I despise
My weight
My hair
My lifeless eyes
And late night in weakness I cry
Giving way to the battle inside
Every day I awake and think
"How did I survive?"
Knowing one day there will be peace inside


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